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The Fact That I Dreaded The Most which is actually a fact that just clings on you like a big FAT green glob on your nose!! It is when you say something but what comes out is something really WRONG and seriously not the things that come out from your mouth!!
I am now sitting on a comfy white leather seat with my friend and typing on my laptop, thinking...why some people like to do this? I mean they just cause trouble, trouble and BIG trouble! Maybe they do it on purpose, JUST so they could hurt us...wanting us to hate them which we dont because we love them, we never have any motives to hurt or BETRAY them! Why would we? Okay so we're asking our own kind....like 'you know why right?' maybe but now, I DON'T! I mean we never thought that, what we have done to them could end up like this? All this time, I thought, yeah..it's for them, they're okay...but actually they're not...instead they chuck and trample all our sincerity into the DUMP!! YOu know why? It's an ancient deadly reason that has plagued human minds ever since.
JEALOUSY
What comes into your mind when you see this sinful word? Yes yes yes...alot right? Nothing's good about it! Yeah that's the reason and its awful! All of us have this kind of feeling, maybe some of us dont but maybe atleast a tint of it do exist in us...its bad...its like once you have this...its like a curse has been put on you. Yes...I think this is the reason...its sad...I'm sad for them to have this feeling....it's nothing good...so yeah...people who are actually nice people could turn ugly, just like that! Huh...
Oh yeah I need to put a hold on this post...will continue about this sooner or later...just tired to type...hehe
Wahh...I know its a bit too late but can't I just CONFESS something about this? Hehe, well yeah, when I watched this, I was like....AWWW I'm not really a shopaholic...just yet...but watching this...feels like... I wanna SHOP!! SHOP SHOP TILL I DROP!! I dunno what my boyfriend gonna say but he undertands though...he said 'maybe if I give you a $1000 for a day, I dont think you could save even a dollar for the next day right?' I was pausing....and I nodded 'maybe' haha! I know, I cant resist the temptation! When I look at the beautiful things in a store...I was like...'I want that...' gawd...cant wait to have my own money...and my own job...seriously then I could like...oh you know what I mean...well now...I'm currently trying to find my own money. Having your own money, producing your own money is really cool. So yeah!
Yesterday, on June 27 2009, I went out with two of my ROXIOUS babes, Zaty and Ummi. GAwd I forgot to get our pictures from Zaty cause she took most of our photos from her phone. Well...we went to the mall to watch Transformer...haha! It was AWESOME!! TRANSFORMER ROCKS!! I love all the graphics! I love all the details on the robots...it was just SPECTACULAR!!
Well anywho, after we watched that, Zaty had to go with her boyfriend and so there're just me and Ummi, we were window shopping but then something caught my eye....hot heels from Bingo! It was really hot and so I bought it! HAHAHAHA! But then again! I broke it when I slipped on the escalator! SNAPPED GOES THE HEEL!! My right heel! The one I bought minutes ago! Well yeah I wore it after I bought it! It was gorgeous so yeah! So yeah it was embarassing! I was with Umie and she was just like laugh at me, I understand, it was silly! I was in the middle of the crowd!! I cant move but thank God my jeans was long enough to cover it so it wasnt clear for people to really see the heel half clinging on my shoe! Haha...so I changed it back to my old heels and decided to complain to the shop. We did and I got new ones. I feel bad though cause they were nice but its ok, if the heels break again, I could just repair em, repair em will last long and your heels, even cheap ones, can last longer and become...VINTAGE heels! haha! Yep some of my old ones were the ones I bought years ago and they still can be used. So yeah, if you have heels or shoes that you love, you dont really have to throw em, you could repair em if you must. So that's the story of the Girl Who Broke Her Heels...Eventually...
My cousin kaka Erah want us to go camping and we did! Yay! But I wouldn't call it camping though...it's more like getting to experience of how's life living in a village where there is low technology...well basically I know how's it like to be a Village girl! hehe
This is the stilt house which my gran built...it's small but it's cosy. That was where we spent the 3 days and 2 nights. Behind it is our gran's paddy field. This outing was planned my cousin, kaka Erah, she's the one who wears that pink tudong. hehe.
This is my grandad, Haji Bujang. Yep, he's hapie there! hehe! We call him nini itam because he has a dark complexion, but before he was a bit fair but because he likes to go out on the fields, he gets darker....
The rice was from our gran's paddy field! It was awesome! The best rice I've ever had! Seriously!
This is our first lunch together! It was pleasant really! We bought canned food like Ayam Rendang, Curry Chicken, Sotong and baby clam, well we kinda like bought a month supply of food! Not a three days supply! Other than that, we brought chocolate, snacks and a box of water. Kaka Erah decided on sharing our food by having a plate for two people, eat using our hands and sitting on the floor. Its when people usually do long time ago and it's appropriate for ladies like us. Haha! It was a bit awkward for us but it's actually nice in the end that we pretty get used to it.
These are the food we brought! It's totally enough for a 3 day outing! Nyeh, its for a month!
These are red onions for the baby clams. haha. It was really good! I love onions!
The girl with Carlsberg t-shirt is my cousin from KB, ninah kb, hehe, and my sis, nijan. Yeh, she's holding a giant fan, it was really hot in the afternoon...
This is our annoying, headaching and noisy generator where we need it to recharge our phones or maybe get the bulbs working which is actually dying out thus its useless and we have two mechanical fans we sometimes used. I hate this thing...this is the reason that I get migraine.
haha, the Hammock! Good memories! Ninah got a souvenir out of this! hehe!
she got a greenish redd swells on her left side of her forehead! haha! She and my sister sat on the fragile hammock and SNAP goes the hammock! One of the pole supporting the hammock hit her forehead and this is how she got it! haha! Cian ninah~
When its almost evening, usu came to visit us with her children. The silent day suddenly filled with 'lating' shrieks and questions! haha The kids, Iman, Farah and Syaya, they were awed by the ancient stilt house. To them , its like another visit to the Museum at the Kampong Ayer section. haha! They love it though!



We had ice-cream, usu bought em for us. It was great that they visited us. We had fun!
The gigantic tree infront of our house.
This is my first tiny bonfire I made with my cousins. It was fun. It didnt light up very long cause we didnt have enough twigs so we finished up the petrol instead to keep it light up. haha. Kaka Erah got mad at us for overusing the petrol.
This is nijan, the new Kampong girl. She's enjoying the village view outside from our village house. haha.
This is Bubu, my black bear and ninah's lady bug. We brought them along to accompany us during the night.
This is the kettle...it's very important to me because it is where I used to brew my tea. I need tea, I brought some for my own, Stassen lemon tea. Drink it during the afternoon is soo nice.
This is the awkward toilet...I never use it until the last day. It was beside our dining table and our bed! My cousins and my sister dare to use it for showering and all but I dont, i'd rather wash my self, being half-naked at the toilet downstairs...I duno..I just cant...hehe

The break of dawn... it was beautiful!! Totally! The dew on the paddy field was spectacular! and it was cold and refreshing!
This is the toilet, the one outside...I made it into a cubicle so no one can see me inside. Only I used it! haha. Its fun actually, its breezy and erm...well its manageable basically...haha



These are some pictures I've taken from there. Just that I like. hehe. This pineapple though is actually very sweet and juicy! I dont really like pineapple but this one is an exception. Well its becauseI usually get a fever after eating them.


This is our last night and everyone is here! It was fun that everyone gathered there! Before none of us visit gran's paddy field as crowded as this. Suddenly the silent field is filled with people chattering and laughing! It was fun! Everyone brought food and drinks. We kinda like partying actually. hehe.
Haha...actually there are some pics but they are in Kaka Era's camera. I will try to get em ASAP. Hehe.